~yano-chan

45 Days Until the Boyfriend comes over. =]

I'm so excited.


I also hope I can go visit him for my birthday.

Hurray for Andre!

I just realized I do not have a name for my new camera...

My Ipod is Franz Ferdinand and my Sidekick is Steve Irwin. So what to name my camera? I kind of think I should stick with names of Dead guys who were amazing.

I'll figure it out.

On another note,

I have finally realized who are my real friends. I know who is fake, and who I can count on. Too bad some of them live over seas. I really thank them though. I have been influenced by so many people, mostly fake. But I feel I can use that to my advantage now. People like Andre, Satu, and Sjors have me realize who I really am, even though they probabaly do not know it.

I don't talk to many people around here now. The ones I do keep in good contact with don't try to change me, and I know they will always be there. I found that out the hard way. Girls here will stab each other in the back, turn on one another for no reason. It's pretty much stupid.

They put up a sign for Stephanie. It really made me think about all of those other signs on the side of the road that say "Drive Safely" with a name on it. Who was that person? What was their funeral like? I hope each one had something nice said about them. It make me wish I would have been able to go to my Uncle's. I hope people said nice things about him too.

In retrospect one thing can change everything.


Still I wish I lived in another country, where Christmas isn't about gifts and people are more human.

I don't remember the last time I was on here.

It's sad I was once on here just about 24/7.

It's winter time. I've always found this one of the most sad times of the year. But I won't go into it.


I can't go see AFI in orlando tomorrow Because I work. It makes me so sad. =[

I don't know.

I'm too lazy for my new account.

~xImYourLove

ADD It.

I might just delete this one.